Hi everyone,
Well, it's been 5 months since my double spinal fusion, and I have both good and bad news. The good news is I can breathe easier now that my coronary blockage was found and corrected. The bad news is that my neurosurgeon just declared my surgery a failure of spinal fusion, and suggested in 6 months I allow him to redo the surgery, but this time go in both posterior (the back), and anterior (through the stomach), to make sure it's done correctly. HOLY COW! Tell me this isn't happening. I have been experiencing pain down my legs again, not sharp but really aching, like I just ran 10 miles up hill, and my back is still very painful. I am trying to keep a smiling face, and look at the bright side, but this is a tough one to handle. I don't think I can go through this surgery again, but I may have to. I pray every day the fusion will take hold, so I am wearing the Orthofix contraption that helps fusion and my corset again to try to do what I can to assist in the healing.
My pain doc put me on Nucynta, which is a pain drug stronger than Oxycodone for the severe pain I am in. After one day on that horrific drug, I stopped it as it was way too strong, and left me bedridden and in a bigger stupor than I was already in. I refuse to give up and be a cripple. No way. Not after 4 major surgeries and 5 coronary stents in the last 7 years. Please everyone pray for my recovery, and keep supporting me like you all have. Thank you very much for all your attention over the last several months, I really couldn't have made it this far without my Heartland supporters.
I am not posting this bad news for to be felt sorry for, but rather since over 3,000 of you have watched my progress and supported my recovery, I thought I would let you all know what my status is. I hope that the fusion will finally take hold soon, and I am still holding my head high. I just feel badly for my wonderful DW Debbi, who has been my source of strength and love, and caregiver, and shouldn't have to be put in this situation, where her loving husband of 31 years is in this bedridden predicament without much upside. Thanks again for all your support, my friends. Hopefully God will step in and create a miracle, which is what I pray every day for.
Happy holidays to all of you, and remember to appreciate your good health while you have it as you never know when this type disaster will strike, and test your will.